Phantom Limb
One morning, when I was small,
I planted my tooth in the garden.
The crystal canine had fallen
into my scrambled eggs, sinking
into yellow embryo as slow
wisps of red traced my lips. I prodded
the hole with my tongue and,
for the first time, felt
my pulse. The flesh tasted
like when I’d swallowed a penny
last fall, when Abraham Lincoln
loitered in the lining of my stomach.
Later, as I noticed his profile
in the toilet bowl, a sparkle of copper
amongst the mess, I wished to know
what he had seen. What color was
my stomach, really? My esophagus? My lungs?
It wasn’t fair, I’d thought,
that this coined man could enter me
through the throat
and see the parts of myself that I never could.
In a panic, I took my tooth into the garden.
There, amongst the damp soil, sprouted
the tomatoes we’d planted
in July, riddled with tunnels
for potato moths. I dug a hole
beside the feeble stock, savoring
the dirt as it seeped under
my nails, and plopped the little tooth
into the ground. I imagined
the bountiful reaps of my harvest,
carnivorous vines of molars and wisdom
sprawling over the garden bed
like limbs. I imagined filling my mouth
with the crop, lost flesh fertilizing
the Earth beneath my feet until
every gap was no longer
gaping, until there was no chance
of Abraham Lincoln sneaking in
through the places I’d left
empty.
Sophia Skye de Reeder is a musician from Los Angeles, CA. She loves peanut butter cups, anything fermented, and Linda Ronstadt. Her poem, Phantom Limb, is about pooping out a penny (and mourning the death of childhood). Yippee!